Omfg I’m so sorry this isn’t under a read more but I can’t even do read mores on my iPad and I’m so fuckbig sick of everything Jesus all I ever feel is mad and sad and my life is falling apart so much and nobody is there for me for it and nobody except me realizes it it’s like I have nobody and no back up and nobody wants to listen or care or realize and that makes me so sad
And I just hate everything leave me alone you’re not allowed to like the same things I like bc I’m better than you ugh ((school ppl))
And I don’t understand all this ignorance and stupidity and THERE’S NO SOLUTION I AM BASICALLY PICKING MY OWN DEATH LIKE THERE IS NOTHING GOOD THAT CAM POSSIBLY COME OUT OF THIS
I s2fg I am SO amazed that I am alive. I have no idea why I’ve ever even thought I have a hope in this fucking awful world of horrible people. And I hate everything and everyone and want to die but I don’t have the courage to commit and I don’t have the explanation in me to start cutting again wow
Literally, although I’m currently in the situation and I’ve passed these other situations so I’m a little bias, this is the most my life has ever fallen apart within 3 days. Even when I was in the hospital, I had support and love (even though it was fake and temporary). It’s so sickening how little faith I have in humans and how little will I have to live. And I really hope none of you read this and think “so true!!!” because unless you’ve been battling with depression and self-harm I’m sorry but I will not sympathize for you and I know that sounds mean and unfair but idc so goodbye :-)